chances- five for fighting

Chances are something I need to learn how to take.

 When I do decide to take chances though, I always end up hurt.  

But I guess that's a risk I'm going to have to take.

Song 7: Life of a pirate-Cady Groves
Well, I first heard this song a while back when my BEST friends Devin and Caitlin, introduced me to Cady Groves and her style of music. I then decided that it would be my theme song because it just explains how I feel about my place in the world. I'm very indecisive and I very much would like to be a pirate. They're cute and I bet they feel infinite when they're at sea. 
 here are the lyrics:

The Life Of A Pirate lyrics

It’s not easy to be this complicated
Cause I lose my way, I change my mind
and I’m more recently jaded
or I’ll be indecisive, and always end up choosing
the wrong thing
but I can guarantee you’ll never hear me say
that all I want’s a home, a family, a porch swing


CHORUS
cause I wanna be a pirate,
that’s one thing I’ve decided
it’s the only thing that could ever intrigue me
there’s no start or end in sight and
I guess I’ll have to try it
worse case-I’ll get swallowed by the deep blue sea
there’s no more tryin to fight it
the pain I’ll leave behind me
the sweet imperfections of a hot mess of a girl

And I believe in miracles
but there’s no way that I’ll
ever fit in
to the modern way of livin,
its just not me
work a, 9 to 5, live in complacency
but I gave it my all, I tried-really I swear
for a girl on her own
but after over-analyzin everything there is here
it’s time, for my ship, and fresh air

CHORUS


And if I know me, like I think I know me
I’ll try to bargain with myself
I’ll tell myself it’s really not that bad
and I’ll try to stick it out
a little longer in society never killed no one

but I can tell you, it’s a guarantee that I’ll
always run
away from every problem or severed relationship
cause that’s who I am
I wanna be a pirate cause they get to be
whoever they want on the deep blue sea
here I come

Song 6: New soul- Yael Naim
This song is both cute and inspiring. I listen to it at least once a day :) I also sing it in the shower, but you didn't really need to know that. haha.  um... this is the kind of song that makes me think about the future. It makes me think about one day possibly having kids and singing it to them just to let them know how harsh this world really is, by way of the cutest song ever.

Song 5 :  Landslide- Fleetwood Mac
This song is amazing. I've always loved both the song and the band. But until recently  when I read " The Perks of Being A Wallflower" I hadn't thought about why I like this song so much. I've decided that like Charlie,(The main character in the book.) I wish that I had written this  song. I wish that I had been the one that provides comfort for someone when they're tired,sad,depressed,angry, or most importantly, alone. I listen to this song when I am all of these things. But Charlie listened to it when he felt infinite, which is something I haven't felt in a long time.

song 4: Happily Ever After- He is We

Its funny because this song is realistic. Everyone always wants to know how their story is going to end. We all want to know how happy or unhappy we're going to be. We're impatient and don't like waiting for the surprises in life. We over think and plan our lives out way too much. I picked this song because even though I don't like wanting to know if I'm going to be happy, sometimes life gets frustrating and I just cry and get impatient because I think that things can't get any better.

song 3: She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5

I picked this song because it explains my love life. This is always how my life is when it comes to love, I'm always there to help... and they always belong to someone else. I'm also the romantic one in every relationship I've ever been in, you might think that its because I'm a girl ... but I promise that being a girl has nothing to do with being the romantic one.

song 2: Unwell- matchbox 20

 All I  can do to describe this song is type the lyrics. the reason I like it so much is because I think that this is what people see when they look at me now. I used to be really happy and easy going but I've had to mature a lot during the last few months and all I can say is that I'm a little unwell.

Unwell lyrics
All day starin' at the ceilin' makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices tellin' me that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for somethin'
Hold on, feelin' like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be, me

I'm talkin' to myself in public, dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talkin' about me
I can hear them whisper, and it makes me think
There must be somethin' wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin', somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I know, right now you can't tell

But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talkin' in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be yeah, how I used to be

How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be, how I used to be
I'm just a little unwell